Thursday, October 8, 2009
{ 9:54 PM }
go on blaming me girl! go on!
all u know is to blog abt me and me and me.
and tell the whole world stories abt me .
i lost a father and all you could do was to show that attitude of yours?
please larh . do u even know in wad lost i am in ?
do u even know im having to be the man of the house at this age .
i dont have siblings like you people do okay.
atleast u would have someone to depend to .
all i had was my father to support me.
and he is already at some other place better than this world.
for once please understand wads going on .
ive got so many things to settle out.
and stop adding pressure to me.
im not gonna be that same old dart who is just gonna be carefree.
its now time i have to make my own decisions .
i gotta use more of helping hands than hands that pull be back .
u could keep saying that im not changed and blah blah blah .
and keep blaming me .
thats all you could do .
cause you think ure the best.
wadever you do is right.
ive realised who i am now and where im standing.
but have you ?
i dont have to blog like you . like a 1000 words novel thats doesnt make's sense.
i'm making it short and simple .
i need you by my side .
to guide me .
to give me that little extra helping hand.
i might have those brains .
but as u know i dont use it in a good way .
i never said all you did was wrong.
ive been wrong all this while . i know .
but im willing to change.
